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regan bbq my new friends
 rheyza. margie. clair. liling.
 my roomie how i learned my lesson.waah. its alr tuesday and i havent done ANYTHING productive. ive just been watching “How i Met your Mother” nonstop! such a loser! im seriously gonna finish the whole season now. tonight. get it done and over with and move on with my life. tick tock tick tock. discipline yourself, rheyza. later today, im gonna have sushi! and dance practice. and “an ugly truth.” cant wait. OKAY> I JUST FINISHED IT.>SLEEP NOW> AND GET IT OVER WITH. sem1 recess week.things to do:
places to go:
new blogi have a new blog.
i kinda like the new interface.
so, visit it! :)
but of course ill be keeping this one.
this is my diary forever! :) weekend escapethis weekend, i didnt think of anything.
barely even touched the computer.
it was just for fb and How i met your mother.
i <3 it.
carefee life.
motorbike rides.
and i <3 my awesome friends.
 an awesome circle of trust
that makes me JUMP for JOY!
friends for keeps.
a band of brotherhood. let recess week begin! :)yeyey! i think i got full marks for my econs! dance practice was fun. i finally figured out my routine. hahaha :) a tinge of tango workshop next week. cant wait. lol. finally uploaded all the photos i owe! visit my facebook :) was at adm building with ara, potato, and chunky last night. seriously, why arent there more people around like them? they are like the best bro's ever. hehehe:) waiting for ara to upload the photos. meeting my csa friends tonight. hope it will be good. and hopefully i wont be stuck onto my comp. recess week next week and its fully boooked! when toooo mug?!!?!?! arg. he102 quiz1econs test tmr and i havent touched a lot of the chapters to be tested since the sem started. im sooo dead. had jcrc investiture just now. plus, piblication subcomm meeting. oh. week7 of school. and you finally came. its all gonna come out now. no more emo me! yey!!!!! :) oh. i hanged with him today. we are officially friends! im jumping for joy! woohoooo :D metamorphosisim studying Kafka's Metamorphosis for English Lit now,
and honestly, it is JUST SO AMAZING.
it dwells on the question on who is really human?
Gregor, the insect, or his human family members?
how do u decide who is really human:?
One had the human body form but lacks in values and feelings
whilst the other is enclosed in a shell-like structure, but his emotion and care for others
exceeds those who are deemed to be "human"
what makes a human being?
my lecturer also pointed out somethign that Kafka might be trying to highlight.
Why is it that when Gregor turned into a cockroach,
it seemed like he was not part of anything anymore.
and his family start to ignore his significance, albeit his existence.
It seems like when he was fired from the job and later on from the family,
his existence is diminishing little by little.
Just like in a society.
When we cease to be a part of an institution or a group,
our identity and our significance in the world seem to disappear.
THink of when old people retire and suddenly their "words of wisdom" are ignored.
or, when u stop studying in a specific school and suddenly ur neither a high school student or a college student.
Does this mean that an individuals identity lies in the organisation he associates himself with?
what about someone who is alone and independent?
Does this person not exist?
i didnt like Kafka's Metamorphosis when i read it 3 years back.
but now i see how complicated and deep it is.
A truly magnificent piece of literature. my macbook pro friendin my lecture today,
there was this girl who was playing some "waka-waka" game.
suddenly her friend called,
and she automatically picked up the hp beside her macbook pro
and whispered
"hey i cant talk. im having lesson now"
wow.
like she;ll be missing a lot of knowledge if she talks.
haha.
i hate sitting behind pple with laptops during lectures.
its sooo distracting. no country is an island- except singapore"Just as no nation can wall itself off from the world,
no one nation — no matter how large,
no matter how powerful —
can meet these challenges alone,"
-Obama blogoh. im thinking of getting a new blog on tumbler soon.
so yeaps. this side is gonna be dead again. things eventually fall into placetoday was actually quite a goood day for me.
i thought ill still be in my low blue hazy mood
but i wasnt
i was feeling confident with myself,
i figured, no one really cares so ill just do what i want to
anyway, worrying brings me nowhere.
i had a good talk with donna yst.
i ended my day with john's words yst too!
today,
my spanish and dance didnt clash anymore.
if there;s a will, there;s a way.
i had the guts to let go of smth i wouldnt be able to handle.
i got my dancing shoes (my new love no matter how painful it is)
and, i found a dancing partner!
and i passed by to see my cpg friends.
plus, even when i got in, i was just a LITTLE bit scared now
but i guess i can be up for it.
and, i didnt really care when she called.
why bother?
my new <3 seriously,
i guess its true that everything happens for a reason.
and we just gotta wait for things to fall into place.
today, im really glad. :)
hopefully, tmr, ill still be walking on sunshine! :) the remedy
today, i learned that worrying is like a ro cking chair.
it gets you NOWHERE.
you are just being a child cowering in one corner.
but remember when our parents used to ask us to sit in one corner?
it was for "punishment"
coz u don;t get to go anywhere- forward nor backward.
you just felt sorry but you werent able to change anything.
so, dont worry.
dont worry your life away.
just take one step at a time.
thats the remedy--
well, according to jason mraz atleast :) stupid hororscope!Pisces:Monday, September 21, 2009You like to work hard and you like hard work. You could get trapped, though, in the pattern of avoiding other things (uncomfortable emotions, sadness, anger) by staying really busy. Are you doing this? Check for symptoms. Ask yourself: Are you not taking care of yourself because you're too busy? Are you putting off conflict because you have too much work? Are you happy? Do you know how you feel at all? Pisces:Monday, September 21, 2009 Finding a balance between business and pleasure means you'll have to reorganize. You aren't in the mood for nonsense today, but you also find it incredibly difficult to say no to people. It's a good idea for you to hang back and do things on your own for now..don't suffocate me.im trying to be nice here. but ur atarting to pressure me! please dont breathe down my neck. try to understand me, as i am to you. stop breathing down my neck. then, perhaps, i can try to help you. arg. a tinge of tango postersplease come
  im soo tired. filmstrip project dayi feel kinda lost.
like there,s things bothering me.
an elephant on my chest.
but i dont know what they are anymore...
thats why i havent been studying the whole weeek.
is there toooo many things
or am i just being not me...?
$$$ time $$$ commitments
im commitment phobic i think. lol.
i hate it when my emotional hormones are raging
which makes my self-esteem and morale really low
according to mb106, this isnt good leadership skills.
oh men!
 oh! i did this just now!
after i talked to my sis.
i realised how i miss her so...
i was almost tearing.. arg.
i miss her so much.
and im like, sigh, i should just have stayed in the philippines instead.
sigh......
and i miss kongkong :(
oh today's my friend -rachel's birthday too! :)
i did a filmstrip too
but i wont put it up since i havent given it to her yet :)
i hope she had a good one.
haha
my friend told me that i should go and pray.
i think im getting a lot closer to Him now-- whichc is good.
okay. laters friday.
gotta do my tuition grant!
good thing i didnt miss it.
stupid rheyza.
haha :) decisions.The hardest thing to learn in life is
which bridge to cross and which to burn.
~David Russell
Life is the sum of all your choices. ~Albert Camus compassInside my mind, there are a hundred thousand little arrows that are strewn helter skelter. Each and everyone, without any commonality towards any single direction. What I aim for, is to find my north. To magnetically align all my arrows, to know where I'm going to.
-credits: Hidenobu Kubo
and, its his Birthdae today! :)
ull get there someday, rheyza. converse flysigh. what a day.
a businesss cycle maybe?
with troughs and crests?
C B C was great.
i like the pple there.
D S A was fun tooo
but! i have a problem. okay make that 2.
maybe im just tired after a long [fun] day.
so, im kinda annoyed at this girl.
and, im kinda questioning things again.
plus, ive got homeworks to do!!!!
and,
i NEED to look for a partner for my cha-cha.
goodthing i was wearing my trusty bLack converse today :)
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