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    A Dream Deferred

    What happens to a dream deferred?

    Does it dry up
    Like a raisin in the sun?

    Or fester like a sore--
    And then run?

    Does it stink like rotten meat?
    Or crust and sugar
    over--
    like a syrupy sweet?

    Maybe it just sags
    like a heavy load.

    Or does it explode? 

    Langston Hughes
     
     

    assignment done.

                                            please.

    time and place portal

    \
    over that bridge.
    i want to the other side go
    to see what it is like
    to be on what i saw.

    Insecure


    i’m so insecure
    and i have no one to run to
    no one to be my tower of strength
    no reassurance to boost my
    wrecked moral and low self-esteem.
    i feel lost
    in a path so often traveled by.
    confident in nothing but losing my mind.
    i feel minute;
    a small fish in a big big pond.
    feels like a lot of people are
    irritated annoyed

    at me.. or is it just my
    paranoia?
    my friends. fake or real
    taunting me of my weakness or
    understanding my senseless irrationality.
    helpless and confused.
    i want to reach out---
    but to who?

    No one else but you

    Why don’t you step up?

    Step into the light.

    Especially if you know

    you can do better.

    If you’re
    Complaining
    Discriminating
    Scrutinizing
    Perhaps, you know how to do it better.
    Step up.
    Perhaps you can contribute with more than that grumble.

     You think you can do better
    yet, you keep on hiding beneath the shadows.
    If you think you can do it, why don’t you do it?
    Aren’t you proud that you can finally prove them wrong?
    Or, perhaps, you’re afraid ‘cause they were right all along?

     I doubt so.

    You are
    Brilliant
    Great
    Talented
    Gifted

    But why hide in a sanctified corner?

    Why are you not shining your light upon the world of “immense” darkness?
    Why don’t you take that small step?
    Then, make a difference in the world?
    Turn the “crappy” world on what you think it should be.
    You are more than what you think you ought to be.

    Make that “impossible” possible

    It this is not “it,” then what is?
    If it is not now, when can it be?
    If it is not you, who will it be?

    ---- its another one of my entry for my school's "creative writing competition" together with "anything for love" and "insecure"--- i dont really like this one though. i honestly dont get it too. lol-----

    Anything for love

    Here he comes again
    Cigarette butts against my thigh to mark the end of the day.
    Crashing of beer bottles is what I have been hearing the entire day.
    I hope the alms I receive from the street
    can feed our hungry souls even just for today.
    I’m trying to be a good girl
    My loving dad can be proud to have.
    But since my mother died
    All I can be is a good punching bag.
    I pity my dad, actually
    No one else looks after him but me
    No relative supports him.
    No company hires him.
    Everyday he rages in fury
    Helplessness loneliness and self-pity
    The outlet of his anger is no one else but me
    The bruises in my stomach can show the compassion
    Proving the unity and closeness in our relation
    Words are unspoken
    Wounds are ignored
    Smothered
    Punched
    Bullied
    Raped
    How much more attention can a daddy’s girl ask for?


    -haha:) i wrote this for some creative writing contest in school. and i love it. harhar. whatcha think?-

    >>>ceLebritiEs<<<

    which one is the star in a million?

    do u think it's cool? awesome? being in the center of all the attention and losing ur privacy? ur an icon. a known and famous personality that everyone criticises. ur so big that u wont have your personal space and everyone is breathing down ur neck. ur under a magnifying glass and scrutinising eye. yet, if ur not famous, ur a nothing. a nobody. unknown and uncared for. then, u'll long the affection that the famous one has.

    so, backstage or centrestage?

    what i did today

    a piCtuRe sayS a thOuSand wOrdS....
    i like icons a lot. i spend the entire day doing/searching for this. haha! appreciate them. yah?!

    awesOme yah?

    FaShiOn is my LifE. i just hope i have the budgEt. damn!.....

    fun fact!!!

     
    its not really funny, though...
     
    everyone, do u know that all the poems written in this blog are all originally composed and wriiten by me...
     
    its the way for me to unleash the poet in me :)
     
    nah...
     
    i just want you to know.

    itS super duper truE

    Pisces
    February 19 - March 20

    Pisces is the twelfth Sign of the Zodiac, and it is also the final Sign in the Zodiacal cycle. Hence, this Sign brings together many of the characteristics of the eleven Signs that have come before it. Pisceans, however, are happiest keeping many of these qualities under wraps. These folks are selfless, spiritual and very focused on their inner journey. They also place great weight on what they are feeling. Yes, feelings define Pisceans, and it's not uncommon for them to feel their own burdens (and joys) as well as those of others. The intuition of the Pisces-born is highly-evolved. Many people associate Pisceans with dreams and secrets, and it's a fair association, since those born under this Sign feel comfortable in an illusory world.

    It's a pair of Fish that represents Pisceans, a symbol which prompts others to suggest that these people 'go with the flow' and 'don't make waves.' Both of these labels are true, since Pisceans are fluid and easy-going, in keeping with the Mutable Quality assigned to this Sign. The fact that two fish (as opposed to one) represent the members of this Sign also speaks to the duality of Pisceans, their yin and yang sensibility. Pisceans alternate between reality and non-reality in keeping with their introspective natures; their voyage between consciousness and an unconscious dream state says much about their intuitive, almost psychic natures. For this reason, Pisceans can be hard to pin down, prompting some to call them the chameleons of the Zodiac. The Fish are happy to be considered hazy, since there's a certain sense of safety in that self-proclaimed netherworld. That said, they won't stay away for long, since one of their primary goals is to help others. Pisceans are compassionate, charitable and will quickly put the needs of others ahead of their own. It's this kind of self-sacrifice which keeps these folks going. The flip side to their giving natures is that oft-timid Fish are likely to be taken advantage of by less well-meaning souls.

    Pisces is ruled by the Planets Jupiter and Neptune. In ancient Roman mythology, Jupiter (the original ruler of Pisces) was the king of the gods, while Neptune was the ruler of the seas. When Neptune was discovered in recent times, it was attached to this Sign. The pairing of these two heavenly bodies results in some unique energies being directed toward Pisceans here on Earth. Those born under this Sign are spiritually oriented and charitable. They are compassionate, easily feeling another's pain. At times, however, Pisceans can have difficulty distinguishing fact from fantasy: they tend to get caught up in their dreams and views of how things should be. To say they wear rose-colored glasses isn't much of a stretch. Pisceans who fear that their pleas aren't being heard tend to lapse into melancholy and, worse, the kind of pessimism which leads to procrastination and lethargy. At times like this, Pisceans are well-served to take some time for themselves, the better to find their center once again. Many Pisceans also immerse themselves in the arts and other creative pursuits as a centering mechanism, and they are quite talented in these areas.

    The Element associated with Pisces is Water. Those born under this Sign easily relate to the emotional and unpredictable nature of this liquid gold. Pisceans feel a great deal, and they also feel misunderstood much of the time. They're not quite pushovers, but they're certainly sensitive. Yes, they could cry you a river if the circumstances were right. Even so, they revel in their compassionate and imaginative natures and love to cater to others. They can also be quite romantic, dreaming up delicious treats for their lover. Hopefully, any kindness will be reciprocated, because the Fish can certainly turn blue if they're not. Pisceans are generally gentle, easy-going folk, who are on the shy and reticent side. They are modest to the point of impracticality, often stepping up only to show their talents in painting or music. Easiest for the Fish (and still great fun) is living in their lush dream world.

    More relaxation for the Fish comes in the way of sports, specifically water sports. Pisceans love to swim, and it's this easy glide in a pool or the sea which serves to alleviate much of their stress. Once their mind is at ease, the Fish are well-advised to focus on their feet, a frequent source of discomfort. Soothing comfort does come in a world colored in purple and soft white. When it comes to the game of love, Pisceans are caring and romantic and a most creative mate.

    The great strength of the Pisces-born is their compassionate and charitable nature. These folks love to help others and do so in the most imaginative of ways. It's their feeling sensibility that wins people over.